Definatly been struggling with the human condition latley.
Death, that is.
Ive barely finished morning for a very close family friend who u knew as my uncle passing away suddenly in november. He was the sort of friend who was family, spent christmas dinner with us all aswell.
A few days ago I discovered a lad I knew in university was found dead. Ive gone from shock to sadness ver the last few days.
I didnt think id ever see them again but to know it as a definate, is slighlty more terrifing. We were quite close, in the intimate sense at one point breifly. He is the reason I have a scar on my bottom lip, where a vertical labret piercing got torn. The closest thing to a university fling.
Its making me realise how poor I am at keeping in contact with the people I care about, hopefully regardless they know I love them.
At barely 24 im thought I eas too young to be having people I know die.
I do think it’s more the realisation of how fragile we are.
My uncle Teg was immortal as farvas I was concerned but when he died I at least knew he was old in his 60s, not 25.